Don’t ask me why I love Japan. This is a long and boring story. Don’t ask me why I put some words in a foreign language about Japan. This is something ridiculous and what keeps my blood to boil! But, in the COVID-19 crisis I find myself in the position when I ask myself too often about what I’m doing in my life for now…
Why do I put my time, energy and money into things which don’t bring nothing. I mean, with better results I can invest all my money and energy into the stock market and have a better living. I often meet people who are more successful than me, but they do the same, however, they do it better than me. They have more freedom in finance, private life and, the most important, in travel.
I call myself a traveling journalist, although in fact I sit at a full time job that gives me nothing but paying bills and buying food. And every morning I always ask myself the same thing: How can I turn those things over, how can I escape from that prison?
Not so much time ago for the next few months I handed over scrap metal and saved those money to buy a proper microphone. I did that every day. Why? Because this equipment allows me to produce better videos for which I get nothing. And a few days later a friend of mine invited me to work as a wedding operator. I hate this business, but this is money and the ability to hold the camera so I agreed. For the next 8 hours I earned my 1 month income. WTF?
Life would be much easier if I stop fighting and accept the system, but sometimes I get the feeling that my life is a constant battle in the hope of finding freedom, while others enjoy this freedom. Or it is just an illusion... I don’t know. Not so many people are really honest on the Internet because they must be successful!
In any case, I set a goal for myself to travel along the New Silk Road and this idea gives me strength to keep going and change my life for the better. In the next month or two I hope to see a new turnover point! I want to quit my job which means less money and more time to do free stuff. This is stupid, but I do not see any way to break this vicious circle otherwise.
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